"Our Love is So Right"

"So Right"

Roll out down to midnight
Then roll on downtown 'til it's light
Because tomorrow we may die
Oh, but tonight we're dancing in the faint light
Don't you rob yourself of what you're feeling
Don't rob yourself of all that you could be
Roll hard 'til midnight
Roll 'til it's light

Come on now
Stay up and make some memories
Yeah, with us now
Roll the red carpet out with friends
To whom, to love and roll on

Our love is so right
I won't waste a minute here tonight
Our love is so right
And tonight my dance is all about you

To midnight love you,
Roll on and run the red lights
You know the game now is keep it tight

Oh, how I love your pretty rock-roll kisses
Come on and stay with me
Roll on and run the red lights
Come on, this love is so right

Stay up and make some memories
Yeah, with us now
To roll the red carpet out with friends
Oh, to love and roll on now

Our love is so right
I can taste
We're in it here tonight
Our love is so right
And tonight my dance
Is all about you

I'm going crazy
And it's all 'cause of you (it's all 'cause of you)
I'm going under, over you, over you...

This time is so alive
Everybody's tranced, dancing tonight
Oh so beautiful, and so strange
Oh, it was empty until you came...

Our love is so right
Forget the clouds that rain on your light
Our love is so right
I'll not forget how you look right now

Our love is so right
Remember let's just move together
Our love is so right
I swear it would last forever

Our love is so right
Forget the clouds that rain down on you
Our love is so right...

 

So, Today is my 4 year wedding anniversary, and I have to say that I have an absolutely amazing husband. We have really been through a lot this last year and he has stepped up and been there for me. We are stronger than ever and ready to face whatever life has in store for us. Not only have we been struggling with infertility but he also helped me through the loss of a friend last November.

Every month I go through a sort of loss whenever I am not pregnant. I go through a mourning process of mourning that months efforts, money, emotions, extreme sadness and anger. My hubby has gone through 21 months of this. He has helped me through every single month for 21 months. He has seen me ugly cry so hard I can't speak, all he can do is hold me. He has helped me through my anger and questions of "why us?". He realizes that infertility isn't "my fault" and gets disappointed every month as well. He keeps strong though. One of us has to be. He has the level head and he is the realist. I love him so much for being my backbone through this process and even more for allowing the process to continue. He agreed to IVF because he understands that I need to try it before I can emotionally move on to adoption. He loves me so much and I love to the moon and back. I can not wait to see what, not only the next year brings, but what the next 50+ years bring.

 

We are just getting started, and that is so exciting to me.